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Juz woke up not long ago.. Heheh.. Nan de okay? I used to be such a pig.. well.. My eyes still painful.. Hen tongku lorh.. =( well.. todae dun tink going anewher ler.. very worn out n sick.. haish.. =/

Hmm.. ysd nOon went for the JCDC (junior college debate competition) Reached ther.. saw Weiayng doing ushering.. haha.. chat wif him awhile then went to join my klass.. realised tt i reali miss him alot=(.. it wus the finals.. Raffles vs Hwa Chong.. hmm.. Wus pretty impressed by them.. Raffles won.. Actuali.. we were supposed to wait till the prize presentation then we can leave de.. but then.. the whole of us -gurls.. sneaked out during the refreshment time n went off.. haha..

Then.. me went cwp.. pei minghong.. then minglin darling came.. chitchat awhile.. then i went to find mogu n yan.. haha.. went eat.. tok lotsa craps.. then went watch 'The Island'. The theater wus damn cold lorh.. duno how tt yan can tahan de.. haha.. hmm.. well it wus a great movie.. kinda cOol.. things abt cloning rights.. etc.. n the actions scenes all nicely done.. nice..=) thanks to mogu's reccomendations.. Hmm.. thanks guys.. i had lotsa fun ysd.. =) thanks..=) Muz cum out more.. heheh.. =D

Well.. Ysd i learnt a cruel incident.. hmm.. realising how much of a jerk he is.. i m disappointed.. hmm.. well.. i can also do the same thing or more to him.. but.. hey.. why shld i degrade myself? i can easily win him at his own game.. haha.. but i dun wana degrade myself.. i m tired.. utterly disappointed.. but i m nt going to bear ane hatred.. i m juz nt going to care.. i m juz goin to quick quick finish up the remaining 1 yr n two mths of jc life.. n ttz it. i m nt going to waste ane more time on a jerk.. watever it is.. i will survive..=)

EverythiNg suX.... =(

Things just sux.. For those who already noe wat happened.. Well.. u all shld noe how bad i m feeling now.. tsk.. Call me dumb or wat.. Sumhow.. i m still worried for him.. Shucks.. I dun wan history to repeat itself.. Sumhow.. i cant understand why isit tt i get treated this way after everything i haf done for him.. Is it fair?? why huh? I dun get it.. haish.. what is tt i haf done wrong.. to deserve this? Nt tt i m regretting or wat, juz disappointed.. in him.. n myself? hah.. Why isit tt everything nv go well for me?

School.. is stressful.. but my relationship with my klass is improving bahx.. Spending more time wif them.. N kinda made new frenz.. n gotten to know more of each individual.. hmm.. but jc life still sucks.. BADLY.. But lucky me, i still gt frenz whu care.. Thanks pplz.. I m juz struggling.. Hope tt i can pull thru..=)

Itz beEn a lOng lOng timE.. =/

Well, it's been a long long time since i blogged ler. No wonder raine kip asking me to do so. Haha. Hmm.. Well.. Alot of things happened within a very short time.. Basically, i haf been crying lyke shit lorh.. Haiz.. Till now, i m still feeling the pain.. Juz hope i can be hapi SOON. I reali wana be hapi de. Hmm.. well, thru everyting, once again, i realised the importance of frenz.. n THE NOBLENESS of frenz.. I haf alot of ppl to thank..

MingLin -- 'flying' to my side wheneva i nided sumone.. for lending me a listening ear.. for giving me cuddly n comforting hugs when i m reali reali down.. for giving free counselling sessions.. *heez* thanks darLing =D love u sHo muChie~

Minghong -- He arh.. is more than a lib fren to me.. HE is my god bro.. haha.. He wus ther for me whenever i wus upset.. N sumtimes.. reali duibuqi him.. cuz sumtimes i cry in public.. kinda awkward for him.. but he said nth.. n waited patiently for me.. He is SsoOO nICE.. He is definitely a great fren.. aHh hOng, u R the bEz..

Esther -- Ster darLing.. heheh.. She arh.. such a sweetie.. Usually, i cry.. she oso pei wo cry.. haha.. n end up making me luff at our tear-stained faces.. She arh.. always so gentle n sweet to me.. soo touched.. Reali love u lotS ster darLing~

Raine -- She is one mature lady.. haha.. well.. though she already haf alot of things on her mind.. yet.. she nv fails to help me out by counselling me n tok sense into me wif her chim chim de philosophy.. haha.. She is reali niCe.. haha.. freNz 4eva ya? thanKs dear gurL..=)

SteveN -- LaO DA!! haha.. though he is kinda emm.. hooligan-ish.. haha he is a nice guy at heart.. nv fails to try knocking sense into me.. thanks for caring for me.. i reali appreciated alot.. =) u oSo muz take care k? dUn so streSsed.. jiayoU~

CeLest -- Todae oni gt chance to tok her abt everything.. whu asked her to be so busy?? heez.. hmm.. well.. sad case lah.. everytime we get to tok.. itz mostly bad news de.. sian.. hmm..well.. thanks for listening me out.. i guess u are the oni one among everyone else.. whu reali understands what i m going thru.. cuz u haf been witnessing everything frm the start.. haha.. thanks.. we shall be the best siStas foreva rite?? =) love u shO ~

bPiaNs in pjC -- always see them ard.. they are so nice to me.. always greet me wif a smile.. haha.. nv fails to cheer me up.. =) thanks lamsoon gang.. thanks khaibOon.. thanks shaofeN.. thanks evOn.. thanks everyone =) love u ppL sO muCh..~

weiqUan -- mY gd gd buddy.. last time used to quarrel alot.. but then again.. he is a great guy.. great fren.. great listener.. thanks moGu for being ther for me when i needed a fren badly.. frenZ forevA =)

jEr kOrkOr n deS kOrkOR -- these are two great guys.. always ther for me.. heez.. thanks kors.. reali appreciate ur care n concern.. xie xie ni men..=) love u all so muCh..

Hmm.. this is kinda getting long winded ler.. gosh.. no choice mahx.. i haf such mnay great frenz.. muz thank them all.. heez.. hmm.. well.. jc life reali sux man.. cant reali find ane new true frenz.. haiz.. i m kinda struggling wif my life now.. feeling so weak.. as though i m going to fall apart soon.. haish.. juz hope i can laz long enuff to settle everyting.. =/ take care ppLz.. i miSs eUu all..=.(